I miss you, Tumblr.

I’ve always wanted my Tumblr to be filled with good things, wholesome, loving things and people. And of late, not much of any of that has been offering me company.

I want routine, I would kill for a schedule. I want to get everything done according to plan, in time. To have goals and acheive them. To wake up everymorning and do work, or learn something.

I want to be rid of all inhibition. I want to spend a night losing my mind on the dancefloor. I want to run free by the beach at 2 in the morning and I want to fall asleep thoroughly tired from having the time of my life.

Two sides of me battle against each other.